I celebrated first thing in the morning with so much affection then in the after noon my kids and mom threw me a very nice party..I can't remember when was the last time i had baloons and decorations for my birthday..not to mention the yummy lunch and great cake.

I found three gifts on my bed..very sweet things my kiddos picked..it was very nice.

My feelings were so strange...Of course i wasn't happy to age... but i felt appreciative of the nice things around me..of the love of a dear friend that remembered me even though we haven't met for years now..of having the bliss of hunging hassan and jomana.

I didn't feel happy i was rather blue when i was alone after all the kids' stuff finished but their love wrapped me that i didn't give in to any negative feeling.

I've been so busy for the past week..i needed to write .. but i couldn't..i didn't have the energy after a long 14 hour working day ...the strange thing is that i almost forgot what i wanted to write about :D

What i do remember is last thursday...I worked from 7:30 am till 9 pm straight..on my feet, it didn't only hurt..it actually bleeded ..you know how new shoes go sometimes.

And i couldn't even rest..it was my cousin's  engagement party that i had to attend and i stayed up till 7:30 the next morning...Thank god it was a friday or i would've had to work!

I'll post about the party later cause i have to give it all when i write about my observations..but hey..for now..it was craaaaaaaaaaazy!