I remember..the first feeling i had when i held my baby..
It was overwhelmingly strange..for a minute i didn't believe what was going on..was that my baby..i asked myself..
i only saw that in movies..so, scenes from movies kept going in my mind..hesitant..not knowing what to do and also making a huge effort not to show my confusion..sob7an allah..it was my little miracle..
suddenly i felt like crying..i burst into tears ..i felt a huge sense of giving and loving..suddenly i realized why was i made a female..why do i live..what is my goal..i filled my eyes with his look..his tiny little hands..his weakness broke my heart..so fragil, so dependent..grasping my finger rather firmly..i felt the love and the tenderness that i never felt towards any one or any thing before..
he charmed me with his unconditional love..his need..
it was i.. who was born again..!
thank allah the great for his gift..and may allah guid me and my kids to living islam just like mohamad sala allah 3alayhe wa salam taught us..
ameeen.

When we go through anything hard or challenging in life we automaticaly search for the understanding and support of our loved ones..
we expect certain answers for our questions..
We want to see specific reactions for our actions..
We make scenarios in our minds..
We expect to get the support that we need all the time..we want applause after every decision..
And i think that if we control our expectations and agree that people too have the right and the freedom to think and apreciate things in thier own special way..
if we manage to deal with that wisely..regardless of our own specifications.. then we will be able to maintain a high self esteem and that will constantly motivate us..and will set our spirits free..
If others offer their support we must apreciate it and take advantage of it..if they did not..we must refer to our inner trust..
we must beleive that allah the generous would give from his kindness to those who ask him..the creator..

The most true echo we would ever experience..
Is the echo of the strong yet smooth inner voice,that tell us that we are not fully satisfied in life..something is still missing.
If we have every thing working for us just fine..we still get that echo right in the middel of any happy moments..even among friends and loved ones.
some times we allow ourselves to hear it..and some times we choose to neglect it..and put it aside.
We neglect it cause we think that allowing ourselves to hear it may spoil the nice moment we're in..
Unfortunatly delaying it makes it a thorn in the heart..
But truely hearing it will lead us to the ultimate fullfillness..the happiness that i can't describe...the joy of your soul that you can only taste to know..
the relief of the heart..no problem can capture your heart if you surrender and follow the echo...this echo..is the sound of your soul that want and need the presence of faith in your heart..having allah as your companion..your guide..having true faith as your salvation from the limited pleasures that you think is enough..
Faith is the happiness..the ultimate satisfaction..
surrender and taste it for your self.

For someone to influence you..is as if you're becoming the echo of somebody else's music..

To earn a virtue such as honesty,faithfullness and patiance;you must keep in mind three main points..
plea: you must plea and pray that this virtue may come into your heart..you must believe that we can't do anything without allah's permission and help.
listen: you must listen to wise people who talk about this virtue..to know more..to realize.
Talk: talking about it will make you believe it's importance in your life..will help you and others maintain the virtue..
Our heart has entarnces..hearing,seeing,talking and thinking.. Remember..plea,listen and talk.
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I think that the only dream that teenagers have in common..is being alone on a deserted island..and only the sea as their companion..true??
we need to choose who accompanies us along the way..who has our goals and dreams..and most importantly..our values..
only then life on our grounds will be precious..

Do we have anything in common with this rose..?

Are we alike in any way..?

Do we share the..scent..the softness..the use.?

do we share the pleasure it gives..the hope..?

we sure can share all of these wonderfull things..but we need what makes us whole again..what makes us apreciate the good in life.

We need faith..

faith would make all the beauty of a rose glow in you..

faith is the true fragrance of life.