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Friday, August 25, 2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
When someone lives peacefully and never sees those curves coming...finding himself trapped in a situation where he has no exit but one…the way out!! It's when new adjustments take place and new feelings control the scene... And when the play starts...and it will eventually start...he has to be the best performer…and the best director… One must shake away all the fears and the tears and hide what ever he has to hide in order to cut the damages... When big turning points occurs. True personality shows...true colors glows...the genuinity rules... When the test begins. One must recall all his life knowledge. Can't claim...I don't know...anymore…because the clock is ticking and the meter is running and what we'll be ruined today can hardly be fixed tomorrow... Yes...we must take full responsibility for every decision we have ever made...but if one turned to be wrong...the rest doesn't have to be… And what Allah forbids doesn't have to be among everything… Sometimes. Life takes the strangest curves…
.So before one turns, he must look both ways and move ahead with the best way he know how...considering everything...and every interest…putting in mind the well faire of himself and everyone related to him…
Facing those curves,is the true answer..not fighting windmills....
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
كثير من الناس تفكر و تعجب مما يحصل فى كل مكان فى العالم من استهداف للاسلام.. يقولون: كيف و هذا الدين الحق؟؟ كيف يستهان به؟؟ كيف يؤذونه و يمكرون له؟؟ اعزائى..هل نعلم ان كل ما يجرى على الارض و فى الكون هو من صنع الله و فى علم الله و مقدر من الله؟؟ الله هو الأغير على دينه.. الله له الحكمة و الامر.. لا احاول ولن احاول و لن استطيع ان اعرف ما هى حكمة الله سبحانه و تعالى.. كل صاروخ يطلق..يطلق بامر الله و علمه.. كل روح تزهق..تزهق بحول الله و امره.. بهذه الكيفيه و فى هذا الوقت.. اما هذا و ذاك.. فهم اسباب.. من اخطا سيحاسب و من ظلم فهو مبتلى و له اجره ان اعتبر و صبر.. و الدنيا دار ممر و ليست دار مستقر.. الفالح من اتقى و عمل للآخره.. و حسبنا الله و نعم الوكيل على الظالم و المفترى..فان الله هو العدل ذو القوة المتين.. و كل انسان مقدر له نصيب..سياخذه رغم انف كل العالم... مهما اجتمعت عليه الظروف او غلبته قوة الناس او حتى اذا اراد هو غير ذلك.. اذا له نصيب...ستاتى الدنيا له و هى راغمه و ان جرى منها.. و اذا له نصيب..سيصاب و ان عدى بحار العالم هربا منها.. كل مقدر و مكتوب.. ليس لنا الا التقوى و السعى.. و الصبر مفتاح الفرج!!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Last night...on my way home from down town…I drove all the way by the It's amazing at night…with all the lights reflecting on the water... Sparkling like it had a million stars shining on its surface... Its little waves dancing with joy...as if it's happy with all the ships that are passing by...decorated with colors and lights... On the Cornish all the way from ta7reer square to where I live…thousands of people standing...enjoying the happy They don't mind the heat and humidity. I thought!! They are so much happy to think of negative feelings…either enjoying their walk by the And every few meters you'd see the corn man…who makes corn on fire wood...you can smell...that special scent in the air…another boy selling soft drinks...and the typical carriages with the guy in the jilbab calling for his…TERMISSSS…..7AB EL3AZEEEEEEEZ…JJJ Very nice a seen. Very homey feeling… What made me really smile…was the seen of a nooby old man in his huge 3emama walking very very proudly wearing a five times bigger than his size…PINK jilbab !! He looked so sweet and nice…really cheered me up… All my life I've been watching theses scenes...feeling that love in the air… All my life I've wished I could be one of those who enjoyed that simple walk by the Nile…I did it once back in college and it felt amazing…I hated seeing and admiring from my car…or just having a peak as I enter a big hotel by the Nile.. Last night I wished I could stop and go stand next to those wonderful people who are used to finding joy in little things... And as I thought that I saw a big white wedding dress with a groom holding her hand…and I thought…what???Wedding by the That's it!!….I think the most amazing thing about Egyptians that they know how to smile at all time...with what is less than any one would imagine...Egyptians are charming…attractive people and it all comes from the simplicity they have and the sense of humor they tend to force on every situation… We are imperfectionists…but we have great Great Spirit…
And you can ask…THE HAPPY NILE J
update: after posting this..i knew that fifty egyptians were'nt so happy..
check eno's post:http://emoussa.jeeran.com...7adeed ya seka!!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Why… -….did they savagely pull the olive trees from their roots?? -…..are they trying to slaughter their history ,legacy and children's food?? -…..they think they're with precious blood when all blood isred?? -…..they pick poor,deprived countries to drop their wastes and drag the bodies of it's kids?? -…..They are so deaf when it comes to stereotyping islam…when all religions are true?? -….Do they want to shut us up..cuff our hands and put chains on our legs?? -….there are still tobacco companies when all the world knows by now they mean to get us addicted?? -….Let money replace the brains ,and stones replace hearts when it comes to standing up for human rights..we are all human!! -…..the world feeds on the sweat of children's labor?? -……not write..shout..protest…start with yourself…???
co-project with dear karin..http://1158munich.blogspot.com
Come on..go check her version..it's great !!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
ممكن الانسان يتغير اوى كده فى شهرين؟؟ معقول؟؟ ميه و تمانين درجه؟؟ مشاعر تتفتح.. و احاسيس تموت.. مفاهيم تتغير...ثوابت تتزلزل.. كل ده فى شهرين؟؟ اليوم طعمه يختلف.. الساعه ترجع لورا.. و النظاره البمبى تتشال.. ينفع؟؟ يكتسب حس جديد.. فرح جديد.. و جرح غائر يوصمه طول العمر.. فى شهرين بس!! يبتدى و يخلص.. يبنى احلام على شط جميل ونقطة ميه تهده.. سنين تفقد معناها.. ايه الدنيا دى....ايه البنى آدم ده؟؟ غريب قوى! مش حاسال ليه..لكن بسال ازاى؟ ستين يوم يغيروا الفين يوم؟؟ القوه تدوب فى ضعف.. و الحق يضيع و يغرق فى العسل.. والفهلوه و الذكاء يتحول يبقى احلى غباء.. كل ده فى شهرين؟؟ العقل يفقد معناه..و المنطق يتجنن!! يدى ..و يدى..و يدى و بعدين ياخد على قفاه؟؟ يا نهار ابيض....ها ها ها ها ها يا خرابى!! ها ها ها ها ها هاها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها ها بجد بجد....يستاهل!!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Why would people call someone who has cold feet and who is hesitant...CHIKEN !!
Do chicken fear everything??
Do they run the minute they sense any movement near them??
Are they so intemidated by anything new ??
The straight answer is that everyone has a degree of cowardness in them..
At some point we all freak out..normal and human but sometimes it is over done and sad!!
To me it's sad when men do it...it disappoints me...cause men are supposed to be stronger..i'm not saying women aren't but really they were meant to be stronger...in everything...their will...decisions...physically...
They are tooled to be more couragous..they have the freedom to be ...the authourity..the ability...it varies ofcourse,but still they are supposed to be way more shining armours than this..
Maybe it's a different era..maybe time changed..but they are becoming more takers than givers...
The word..Gentelman..is becoming rare!!
It is really confusing because women are taking their role now..and i can swear that women hate it!!..women still wants the gentelman...the knight on the white horse who is willing to fight the whole world for her...instead...he can't even fight himself...instead he is retreating when he is supposed to rescue her..
Cowards are increasing every day...characters are vaguing...and when we finally find someone sharp and out going...we get stunned by the fact that he is a little chicken from the inside..
May want something..may strive for it..may hurt for it...but still he'd rather put his tail between his legs and run..
Are those the same men who are supposed to defend the weak and needy???
Are those the same men who are supposed to defend islam or any injustice in the world??
Are those the same men who are supposed to fill their wives heads and hearts and souls??
We all curse cowardness...but yet...we embrase it like there's no tomorrow..
No cowards are not chicken!!
They are horses..with pads on their eyes...can't see left or right...only under their feet !!!
Friday, August 18, 2006
هى الحياه فعلا كده.. حبه فوق و حبه تحت.. شويه الواحد يحس ان الدنيا ضاقت بما رحبت..و شويه تبقى مش سايعاه.. ساعات..ساعات.. و على راى الشاعر.. غريبه..و غريبه..نفس اللى بيفرحنى ما يفرحنى.. و غريبه..نفس اللى بيجرحنى ما يجرحنى.. و الواحد ماشى و خلاص.. كل شىء فى الدنيا بيزيد و بينقص..حتى الايمان..و اللى مش حيبقى فى زياده..حيبقى فى نقصان.. ما فيش حاجه حتستنانا لحد ما ناخدها على مزاجنا...هى الحاجه الحلوه قوى بتيجى فجاه..يا نمد ايدنا فورا يا باى باى!! زيها زى الحاجه الوحشه..تيجى فجاه..و احيانا بالكوم.. عارفين حكاية كناس؟؟ كان فيه واحد سفير..احسن واحد ادا صوره حلوه عن بلده..ما كانتش في اى ازمه تستعصى عليه.. كل الناس كانت بتحترمه و تقدره.. و فى يوم و هو نازل من بيته..وقع و فقد الذاكره...نسى هو مين و رايح فين.. باع هدومه الفاخره عشان يلاقى ياكل..هام على وجهه فى الشوارع.. لغاية ما لقى راجل طيب اخده عنده...قاله: انت من النهارده حتعيش معايا فى العشه دى و حاشغلك معايا.. ايه؟؟ كناس... و بقى السفير يكنس شوارع البلد اللى كان بيمثله... و فى يوم لقى واحد بيقوله :ايه ده سعادة السفير؟؟؟ايه اللى عمل فيك كده..تعالى ..تعالى معايا..السفاره اهه...وراك..معقول انت كناس!!!! بصله السفير بعجب..و قاله : سفارة ايه يا بيه...ايوه انا كناس....و حابب ابقى كالناس!!!! احنا يا جماعه الدين هو اللى بيدينا قيمه..يا جماعه..اعتزوا باسلامكم..و بدينكم...لان ربنا خلانا سفره لدينه بس احنا نسينا.. ربنا قال:"كنتم خير امة اخرجت للناس .."....ليه؟؟؟ قال بقية الايه:"تامرون بالمعروف و تنهون عن المنكر" و المقصود هنا عمل الدعوه اللى النبى كلفنا بيه...احنا ممثلين هذا الدين..ازاى نتحول نبقى العيب الذى يؤخذ على الدين؟؟؟؟ اما انشغالنا الزائد بالدنيا..بيضيع خير كبير اوى علينا و على غيرنا.. و زى ما قالوا..دوام الحال من المحال.. و النبى قال فى حديثه" حق على الله الا يرتفع من الدنيا شىء الا وضعه " او كما قال صلى الله عليه و سلم.. و نطلب التثبيت.. و ارحموا عزيز قوم ذل!! والموضوع ده عجيب...احوال الناس و مشاعرهم و ايه اللى بيحركهم..
يبقى ايه؟؟؟؟؟
نتبت على اللى معانا بايدينا و سنانا...و ما نتكلش على حاجه و لا حد الا على ربنا..
Thursday, August 17, 2006
What is the best way to say goodbye??
Fight??.....nop!!
Explane??......sometimes..if a friend won't get it and you just have to be excused..then the best way is to explane..it's o.k then to tell them about your feelings..they won't feel as hurt as abandoning them..
Conversation ?? weeeeell..this has proved to be a failing process..you should only have long talks when you want to solve..not when you want to end.
Third party?? lousy idea..no one can say your words or do your laundry for you...you got yourself in it..eat it and stand up for yourself...never hide behind someone's back!!
Say good bye?? mmmm..hard..very hard..you'll have the goodbye aching syndrome and you'll probably take it back..having short fun..then...opps..fall on your nose again!!
only if you mean it..and if you talked it over and the other person can see it coming..
Just walk away?? In desperate situations..this is the best way to say goodbye..you'll be direct and firm and you'll carry on faster..
This is the best thing..if you're weak..if it's so hard but it's the right thing to do..
***Important question::: what does sunnah say on that matter???
We don't wanna take faults for anything..so to be on the safe side..
We should know our dos and don'ts about this..
ground rules::
1- Never boycott a muslim for more than three days..anyone!!
means..you don't have to talk to him or be friends or be married to him or be his relative or his close close friend...only say hello from time to time..so that human relations stay good and sacred..islam unites!!
2- Don't talk behind his back or bad mouth him...take care..such sin can't be forgiven unless he forgives you..are u willing to admitt it so he can grant you forgiveness?? don't think so..hard..way hard.
3- Blame is not good..only if he has been unfair to you..no one will take it..it won't change a thing..so why bother??
from alsunnah...when we love someone we should tell him...
and we should advice him for his own sake..
Say goodbye and walk away...
Let the sun heal your way...
Let your love remind and say...
Stop the hurt..stop the pay !!!
** Update::
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
Silly people make fun of it and find great mockery in bullying someone and keep calling him a wacko!! Around our countries. This science is still a fetus. Saw the light only among mental institutes. Where only crazy people are admitted... But in the west. This kind of therapy is a normal issue…when someone feels down or troubled because of any tragedies or new circumstances affecting him. It is only natural to seek professional help... My advice. Is not to seek it unless you are positive that it's not a lack of faith matter. Cause sometimes being way far from faith causes discomfort and disorders out of guilt. If that was the case…reach out for Allah. Maintain proper praying and quran...then ask for help... Psycho analysis is great in giving tools in letting one know how to deal with himself better. How to acknowledge his needs and faults and deal with them. How to seek direct answers. And confront it and others... It is great in pointing ways to deal with past circumstances...and accept life as it is and search inside for true skills... Open up your mind and welcome a great healing process...only if god forbids you ever need it...
Thursday, August 17, 2006
I have too much nick names..
Each one with a different story..each one with a meaning that only i know about and may be who ever called me it..
It is becoming too much..i like all of them cause of it's nice memory or meaning,but i think it's too much!!
Now some question them..and compare between me..and a name..judge me..or make fun of it..well,i trully think that it doesn't hold much phelosophy!!
It is just names..Thecaller was a state of what i wanted to do with my blog..that's it..cause i called in real life..along the way..a deeper me revealed..yes..i agree..but does that mean that it contradicts thecaller...i really don't think so..
It is not like that..everyone has a whole bunch of different flowers and spices within them..everyone..sometimes when i'm taged the caller..it sticks in ones mind as a certain way..it'd paralise me if i wanted to write something different..so i'd have to select another nickname to write freely ..which is not nice..it doesn't feel nice..so why make so much effort? dumb i guess !!
I think that we put so much into naming..just to express..although what is there will show without any tags..
If u like some one u say this is admiration..if it grew then, grew very much..we call it love..then,passion..then, worship ..,then...and so on..untill we we can't find words no more..why?? why bother??
I am a thousand percent with expression..and bold ones too..but we can express verbally without chocking on tags!!
with many words plus actions we can deliver and recieve all the messeges in the world..
The only problem occures when someone uses massive words with absolutly the opposite actions..that is just bull!!!
What about people who are born deaf??
They haven't heard a singel word...how would they know MOM..or I LOVE U..
they know their moms and who loves them very very much..they know the essence of the meaning of the word..although they never heard it nor pronounced it..
Hearts and feelings speak...instinct talk..
And believe it or not..i won't be chocked in defining me..no..i am just all the nick names..all the descriptions put in one word...ME.
And my parents happen to name me..rasha..that's just it!!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Back grounds. Lovely sounds... Happy faces...flying rice... It is nice...all is nice... A thousand roses stand in lines... In my hand. A holding hand... Feeling numb but...i will stand... Say the word. Grin and grin... But for god…why feel like sin? Braid all light into my heart... Now I'm starting from the start... Now I'm leaving another part... Never meant to say her name... Never meant to fit her frame... Never meant to burn her flame... Never meant for her to claim... My heart. Will never be the same!! Now I'm riding the dreamy cart...
I should see the other one..
Life with her should..begun!!
Breaking fences as we run
Oh..i know that she's the one..
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
كل واحد فى الدنيا دى مهما يدور مهما يلف... مهما زاد او قل سنه..فيه فى حياته نقطة ضعف.. كلمتين باين كتبهم بهاء..برضو!! بس..صحيح.. ايه نقطة ضعفك..و ضعفى...و ضعفه و ضعفها؟؟؟؟؟ كل واحد عنده حاجه.... فى واحد يبيع ابوه عشان الفلوس... وواحد بيحب الروقان و مش عايز يعيش اصلا..فبيتوه.. وواحد الانا عنده زايده حبتين..و عايزه تعلا و تعلا و تعلا... وواحد متسلق فلازم يطاطى يطاطى يطاطى... وواحد العيال... وواحد الستات... وواحد..وواحد...وواحد... كله عنده حاجه كسراه و ركباه و ممشياه.. مين بقى..رضا الله هواه.. و الجنه عشقه و منتهاه... و السنه فى حياته ما لها..مدى.. و شوية ايمان قد كل الحياه.. مين؟؟؟
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
VAMPIRES...
An evil spirit which is believed to live in the bodies of dead people and suck peoples blood..
An evil person who lives by forcing others to give him what makes him live and makes them die..
They just had to have their daily dose of blood..they couldn't take it from the lebanese today..so they decided to get their life from the deaths of palestanians in ghaza!!
Who would defend them ??
Certainly not arab leaders..they are already dead..
And certainly not 7izbullah..they are men of their words..they said truce..then it is a truce..
But watch out vampires...7izbullah is warning you with those ten missiles..right next to you...
Vampires...you will starve..just wait..and we will get all the wodden sticks in the world and finish your bloody mission..
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
قال الله تعالى: " و شاورهم فى الامر"
و قال سبحانه و تعالى:" و امرهم شورى بينهم"
للأسف..اصبحت المشوره هى الفريضه الغائبه..من منا يضع امام عينيه ان .. لا خاب من استشار و لا ندم من استخار؟؟
يظن كل انسان انه الاعلم و الادرى و لا يوكل الله سبحانه و تعالى فى اموره..
و التوكل هنا لا يقصد به الاستسلام..بل يقصد به التسليم..التسليم لامر الله و اليقين ان القادر الوحيد و الفعال الوحيد فى هذا الكون هو الله..
فعندما يلم بنا اى ظرف او حدث..فعلينا بما رزقنا الله به من السبل..الاستخاره..المشوره..
معظم الناس ممن رحم الله الان يعرف ركعتى الاستخاره..او الطلب من الله بالدعاء..
و لكن لا يعرف معظمنا ان فى المشوره رحمه..لان بالتشاور نحى سنه عظيمه و نعمه هائله من الله سبحانه بها علينا..
فالمشاوره مع الثقات تنطوى على كثير من الوضوح..تبعد الشيطان ..تخلص من اتباع الهوى
و الاهم انها تلم شمل المسلمين لقلب واحد و هم واحد و هدف واحد..
و السؤال الان قد يكون..من يصلح للتشاور؟؟
و للاسف سلضطر للاجابه على هذا السؤال بسؤال...هل نحيط انفسنا باهل التقوى و العلم..هل هم صحبتنا.. هل ننعم بنعمة الصحبه الصالحه وهل نشبع احتياجنا الطبيعى لان يكون لنا كبير نحترمه و نحسبه على خير؟؟؟؟
إذا..بذل القليل من الجهد لان يحيطنا الخير تلحقه خيرات كثيره..
و لا يجب ان نعتمد تماما على حواسنا الخمس..و لا حتى الست..
رزقنى الله و اياكم الصحبه الصالحه و احياء سنة النبى صلى الله عليه و سلم.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
The peace maker… Attached with expectations...desires and you're wildest dreams… It's your own time machine. And what ignites the rocket… It's your nirvana…the paradise in you…the window of your mind… It's that white cloud that would take you up above...beyond rainbows and sun rays... Imagin...let go...live the dream...want all heavens... Claim your own cotton cloud. Your place in space... The rivers that will tickle your toes… The pearl that will wrap you up… Imagination… Imagine…give your ordinary senses a break…
The dream factory…
Monday, August 14, 2006
Edgar alan poe..was a lonely troubled man..and that made his art flow..look how lonely he was..can you feel his lonliness?!
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were — I have not seen
As others saw — I could not bringMy passions from a common spring —
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow — I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone —
And all I lov'd — I lov'd alone —
Then — in my childhood — in the dawn
Of a most stormy life — was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still —
From the torrent, or the fountain —
From the red cliff of the mountain —
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold —
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by —
From the thunder, and the storm —
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view —
Monday, August 14, 2006
Well.. i can't say hate..i know that when i'm angry i say the word but i never mean it..i only dislike..or things can manage to irritate me..like what??
mmm
WAITING : May allah have his mercy on me..i hate waiting..ehm ehm..i mean dislike..see..it looks that i'm angry with someone for keeping me waiting:D
Minutes won't pass..everything seems dull and long..really really irritating..makes someone with temper say...khalas..don't want..i'm fed up!!
Patience is a great vertue..when it has nothing to do with time and lost expectations..i can take a lot from people's behaviour..but time standing still..ghrrrrr..
STUPIDITY : No..to me ..it doesn't mean having humble mental abilities..i means having trouble understanding yourself..and appreciating others..Rocket scientists may be intellegent but if they are senseless or unappreciative,then it would be impossible to deal with them..Being hesitant is also a kind of that..being bold enough to say truths and accept it from others besides making precise and quick decisions when you have to is the greatest skill.
REGRET : Who doesn't feel that pain when he remembers something bad he did..???!!
I guess no one with a muscel buried in his chest called heart!
No.. i ,again,don't mean that type of regret..actually when we have this we open a great door for religion to live in our heart..cause along with it comes determination of wanting to be a btter person..
But i don't like having cold feet and regretting some commitment..i would change my mind any time if i thought i took a wrong turn some where...but to regret out of fear with out any hint that what i decided is a wrong thing>>>>not good..
IGNORANCE : again not educational..i believe in human knowledge more than academic..but having a narrow mind that would only accept what he already knows without willing to expand his horrizons is really sad..you know what they say...الانسان عدو ما يجهل!!
Doubting other kinds of knowledge without base is dumb..so..why not listen..examine..search then play jury on other thoughts and science??!!
Taking things for granted is a huge part of ignorance..ex..repeating a scentence cause everyone else say it without thinking...
اللى يعوزو البيت يحرم على الجامع.....has nothing to do with religion..most likely it was a jew who said that!!!
Sunday, August 13, 2006
IT revives the heart…breaks the heart or maintains the heart... It's a sign of selfishness...a sign of low self esteem or a sign of passion. We should be flattered by it...crazy...or cocky... We should hide it, Be cool with it or brag about it... To be or not to be…..jealous!! It makes young people grow old and mature people act like a five year old!! When it doesn't exist…a whole set of feelings must be dead... When it does exist, it alerts the whole feeling set... What is love and living without it...? And how do we live with it?? It requires a skill...intelligence...honesty and decency...to enjoy it. We shouldn't want all...we should like one...and if that hits right...then jealousy glows to enthusiasm... Jealousy is what men are... Jealousy is what women fear...for real... Its genuine humanity...its true feelings...It drives some crazy...but the smart manages to keep his sanity... Who wouldn't appreciate it?? A free lancer...a hunter who lives and wants to be hunted... To be or not to be…jealous!! 
Sunday, August 13, 2006
My bro. Al-hajeji...got me thinking about this... When we decide that we want to live differently…with different standards and scales. We force ourselves to see things in a very special way... We might be on the contrary of the whole world...or the society around us...But we know deep inside that our choice is the greatest...yet people manage to get to us...to shake our basis...life doesn't like extraordinary very much…people want what is common and convenient.. That is so general...right??!! Let us try to be more specific...MONEY... When it comes to money...people are slaves...of money and sometimes of people who own it...I've seen that most of my life and it actually got me sick… We call them A class people…and the A goes for whoever has more than a million up till several billions...And I've seen those too...Well I won't write again about them...no...I'll write about precious people with more treasures than any amount of millions… And to set the right scale...i have to quote from the famous story that was mentioned in the quran… Surat...3abas:" The prophet (PBUH) had what was higher than great manners...Allah (SWT) said so…and the prophet was so kind and loving that he really lived his life with a main purpose...he wanted to save his people and take them towards the light of Islam...he wanted to guide them away from worshipping statues and into worshipping Allah the almighty. And he was always busy working for that.so one day he managed to gather some of the "A_ CLaSS" people of mecca...and finally got to have a chance to talk to them about Islam…When at the same time there was a poor Muslim blind and old man who was searching for the prophet from one place to another because he wanted to learn more about Islam and loved to hear the prophet..He loved clearing and purifying his heart from the prophet's words. Finally he found him in meeting with the high class people…the prophet (PBUH) slightly frowned and thought: no ya Abdullah ibn maktoum...not now…he didn't say it...he only felt that this man is already a Muslim and that he wanted to concentrate with the others whom will be a great asset in attracting more people towards Islam if they became ones……. So. What happened??? ALLAH…GAVE US THIS GREAT SURA OF THE QURAN TO TEACH USTHE RIGHT SCALE… And for the first and only time in all the quran...he blamed the prophet (PBUH) AND TOLD HIM….NO…FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME!! Allah sob7anaho said in the meaning of the aya:Do you concentrate with the ones who don't want your religion and neglect who came to you for purification…NO...This is a reminder… So this blind old poor man was better in Allah's scale than the A-class people from And in a prophet's saying… (PBUH) said…it could be the prayers of a dusty, uncombed man that Allah wouldn't refuse!! So…money is a way. A tool to make things better. For us and for others… But it's not a goal nor a standard…it won't make you a better man…and if all people bow to your money that would worth nothing if you had a crooked heart… "الله يعطى الدنيا لمن يحب و من لا يحب..و لكن لا يعطى الدين الا لمن يحب " 
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه و سلم:" ما قدر لفكاك ان يمضغاه..فسيمضغاه..فسيمضغاه..فامضغه بعزه"
Saturday, August 12, 2006
I don't know about other Arab countries... I'm only gonna talk about The social system sucks...really...we have that weird idea about the sequence of living... Where...men are expected to be men after they finish college..!!!! And women are expected to be women after they get married!!!!! Families...most of them...think that education is a great difficult task and that the boy is still a boy even when he turn 21 or 22..up until he finishes his education...then he becomes a man project until he gets proper work then try to get married..So when that happens most men turn 28 and sometimes 30 something before they even start to be a man...and the result is…massive irresponsibility…childish acts…failing to excel in any career…besides that he is not used to working and having to make an effort so..He gets grumpy and he'd have a hard time coping with supervision... Sorry...but to me...I think that a man becomes a man way earlier than that...we must build a character...he might be a child yet you could fill him up with manhood...having chores and rewards for them build the sense of accomplishment…and encouraging young men to have there own dreams …and that is when excelling starts..Most successful men started their dream in an early age... Pursuing that dream would take hard work and interactions with people...learning social skills…and if we set our minds to rooting him with religion...then it'd be most likely that we are gonna have true men before he goes to college!! And only that character is allowed to get married early. And save him self from infatuations... As for girls…you would want to marry such a man... Only if you know the simple truth about your femeninaty...your needs your instinct... You are the basis of a great building... Women should be raised to cherish their role…to appreciate that Allah gave her rights...more than any human laws could give her...that her mind is a treasure. That she shouldn't let anyone or thing devalue her or patronize her... Our education is crutial...but educating a mind needs more work than ordinary education...needs of you to devotedly respect your self and your being... You must know how to treat your husband...cause rebel or not you want it and you want your babies...you must know how to feed them...how to run your home...how to be his friend and mom and wife… Too bad not all men are lucky enough to enjoy such marriages...sometimes they have stupid wives...and sometimes they are so stupid to appreciate!! Please let us all be men…true men…NOW!!
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Baladi..i love you..
Baladi..i care..
Every step i take in any street..roots love in me..
All the flaws and all the good raise a step in me..
days are history and nights are beauty...it's home everywhere..in any house
With tan smiles or a joke someone shares..
We grow by far...more and more..and all we are in love with you..
That's not poetry..that's not talk..that's my feeling every time i walk..
When i see the glittering nile..with trees huging it's shore..peaceful boats resting or spreading it's wings and heading away..
That's what i feel when i never feel..but warmth anywhere..
That's how i feel when i touch the sea or hit the waves..
When i fill my lungs with alex's air and feel sorry that i have to exhale..
You are so special..you are the one
the end and what has begun..
After all that love..hug me close..don't let go..i won't go..
Baladi..they jump in the sea to run away...why??
Baladi..they glow farrrrrr..not under your moon..why??
Baladi..they want to speak..why wrap their lips..why??
They want your hand..don't cuff theirs..why??
They love your nile..your sand ,your style..why shut your door..why??
I bent my knees ..for the storm to pass..but it won't pass..why??
I sighed and lent my tear and cry..to the near by ..why??
Baladi..Accept my gift..of life and love and please don't let it die!!
Friday, August 11, 2006
ما مااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا
حلم فظيع يا ماما..فظيع!!
خير..اللهم اجعله خير...
شفت يا ماما....كان بركه كلها طين...و كانى بعوم فيها...
ها و بعدين..
و كان حواليا تعابين فى كل حته..
يا ساتر يا رب!!...ها..و بعدين..
و بعدين يا ماما جه تعبان منهم اتقلب بقى شكل حسين فهمى..
يا حليله..حلو حسين فهمى..حلو..
قام ايه يا ماما..ركبنى عربيه كبيرررررررررررررره..و مشينا فى شارع صغيرررررررررر
يا لطيف اللطف يا رب!!
فجاه لقيت بنت صغيره بتدينى شيكولاته!!
طب يا بنتى مش تقولى كده من الاول!!..دى دنيا يا عبيطه!!دنيتك حتبقى حلوة..
طب و التعابين يا ماما؟؟
لا..لا..ولا حاجه...دى شوية صداع كده و حيروحوا فى حالهم...اقولك؟؟!!..يلا نكلم الشيخ علان بتاع تفسير الاحلام..
هيييه..هيييه...
+ سيناريو آخر من سيناريوهات تشترى الوهم منين يا اهبل؟؟ قالوا من عند بتاع الفراخ!!::)
و بعدين الشيخ الجامد المطلع على خفايا الامور يفتى فتواه الشديده بان البنت دى حتتجوز واحد شبه القرد..عربيته صغيره و حيمشوا فى شارع واسع و حتخلف ولد حيسقيها المر!!
يا جماعه ده كلام فارغ..
النبى صلى الله عليه و سلم كان واضح جدا فى الامر ده..
الرؤيا...يعنى شىء خير مبشر ..من الله..
و الحلم...شىء مزعج و مخيف او يتعلق باحد نعرفه...من الشيطان..
اصل الشيطان ..عياذا بالله مش سايبنا..حتى فى نومنا...
لكن المؤمن كيِِس..فطن..
النوم على وضوء ..على الجنب اليمين و اذكار النوم....و خلصت!!
بلا تفسير احلام بلا يحزنون...مش عايزين نعلق نفسنا اكتر من كده فى حبال دايبه...
الخير من الله و الشر من انفسنا...
و الانسان ربنا مش سايبه لهراء المفسرين...يعنى احلم بواحد حلم وحش ما اتجوزوش....او اشوف شىء كريه من حد قريب منى..فاكرهه...لأ طبعا.
ايه الحلم و ليه الحلم..و اعمل ايه بعد اللى شفته فى الحلم؟؟
سؤال له اجابه واحده...الله اعلم....و دوس ستوب و اقلب الشريط!
Thursday, August 10, 2006
AS Fadi..generously declared that he won the war and that it's over..
He was only celebrating neverland's engagement!!
How ever...three days have passed..and i think that is more than enough..
So he came to me for ALFATWA!!
you all know how decent fadi is...SOOOOOOOOOO taqy!!
HE has a fatwa now..
YALLA YABNY...3ALA BARAKET ELLAH............occupy !! 
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Love stories..
First Qwaider's ahmad & hayam...then,M.M's The past never returns..
Now ME!!
Heartbreaking love stories is laying it's shades around...
"It's like they are the only couple around...not on earth..but on the moon.
she is east and he is west..she looks as far as she can..she only sees the dark side of the moon..can't see him..vaguely she could hear his voice..she'd run towards the sound..emptiness is all she can find...
He grasps the air...wanting to hold her..to find her..but she's not there..not anywhere...he looks as far as he can..no sidn of her..he is bitter..always bitter..mad..of her or himself?!
She feels missing..incomplete..lost..hurt..she cries for him but he can't listen..he won't listen..he wants to find her..in flesh and blood..not voices..not sounds..not floating emotions..she sits alone..cold and shivering..stares in space..longing for some care and tenderness..waiting and seconds won't pass..heavier than mountains..she waits and waits..but knows in her heart..that he won't come..he won't move..or try..he won't care..as for him,it's easier to say goodbye..still she stares at the other side of the moon..where he stands alone?? who knows??
He feels angry..why won't she jump in the air..run to him..please what he wants..he is fed up..he won't wait..he won't bear this..yet he waits as if he doesn't care..he playes scenarios in his head..i'll push her away..i'll be rude..she can't do this..she is such a b****..but i want her..but i need her..i want her back..he is looking away yet steals a peak..at her side of the moon...he tries to stretch himself as tall as he can..maybe he'll find her coming running to him..he stares at her side..where she stands alone..is she?? "
The story is incomplete..cause they are not complete..it is, her and his side of the moon..half moon..half story!!
Thursday, August 10, 2006
I needed to know their reality..not the reality i see on t.v..
No..what really happened there..
- Bill gates and his wife donated half a billion dollars to help in curing cancer and such fatal diseases!!
so, i thought that in times like these why wouldn't they donate to lebenon??!!
and because i've always doubted that the money they collect to such causes is really given to the needy...i asked her: do they really give away the money??
SHE answered: look..sure,some steals..but some do get to the needy..EXCEPT!!
except if it were from al7ariri family..they give away to needy people inside lebanon..and i can asure you that no on is as generous !!
- I knew lebenon was a small country ..Did you feel the bombings inside beirut??and did you know anyone from the deceased in the south??..i asked her.
SHE answered : YES, WE would hear the explosions clearly..people are terrified..every time they hear that..they think the next is gonna be on their heads..
where would the needy go??what will they do??
sighed,and said..let me tell you a story...
There was this kind girl..she was the oldest among two brothers..she worked and supported them because her parents were dead..after they grew up she allowed herself to get engaged..her fiance worked in qatar and she was waiting for his arrival so they can make the wedding when the war started...he had recently sent her a beautiful wedding dress..
She loved the dress so much and saw hope in it,that she used to put it on her late parents bed..and she would go in that room everyday and put it close to her then caress it and go..
The next after noon..after she arrived from work..she rushed to the kitchen to make lunch for her brothers..they were shouting how hungry were they ..they were waiting for her in that small living room..when another bomb shook them from their places..they saw her coming out from the kitchen slawly..walking slowly towards their late parents bedroom...opened the door and went in...and they saw a line of blood dripping from her all the way from the kitchen to the bedroom..stunned they were ..as she went from the bedroom's door ..they could see that big hole in her back...she reached to the dress..put it next to her and died.
Yes..i know stories about people who die there everyday!!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
When ever i visit these blogs i feel that they are different...
Actually i'm not a super blogger to recommend..i just want to share with you another thing in my life..
I Wish..
Eno...She does a great job at her blog..human feelings + great pictures + quality...
For the past few days she has been presenting great pics for the demonstrations in sweden with nice comments that made me think and sometimes laugh!!
If you like egyptian poetry..3ammy..then you'll like what she writes.
The voice..
M.M
he lately decided to enter the blogging experience..
He has that classic amazing rare sense of poetry..writes meaningful senstive articals..i think that his blog is so special and we'll see great things from him..
The story BeHinde..
Mais*...
And i insist on the star..what a rebel she is..smart..sensitive..human to the bone..i feel so close to her and she always manages to make me think deeply and take me out of my chaotic world..check her from the start..she is not new..but very special.
I still have a few on my list..but later..o.k:):)
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
+ لما السنيوره يبكى على حال ولاد بلده و مدنها اللى اتخربت و حد يسخر منه....دى قلة ذوق!!
+ لما نتشفى فى شعب يمزق كل يوم..و نقول اصل من افعالهم عشان العرى و الاغانى...دى قلة ذوق!!
+ لما حد يندهلك و تعمل نفسك مش سامع..دى قلة ذوق!!
+ لما يقولولك ما تمولش القتله دول و تقويهم اكثر و تقول طز..دى قلة ذوق!!
+ لما تفتكر ان انت بس اللى بتفهم و الباقى حمير ...دى قلة ذوق!!
+ لما ما تعرفش تفرق بين اللى يستاهل و اللى ما يسواش..دى تبقى قلة ذوق!!
+ لما تكسف حد بيحبك و تعامله زى الزفت..دى تبقى قلة ذوق!!
= المشكله ان الذوق ما بيتعلمش!!
زى الرحمه كده..
يا موجوده يا عليه العوض....
+ اضافات اعزائى المدونين:
+ولما حد يقرا موضوع حلو و يعجب بافكاره و ما يقولش شكرا....دى تبقى قلة ذوق!!:)
+و لما حد يخبطك و انت ماشى و ما يعتذرش و لا حتى يبص هو خبط مين..دى تبقى قلة ذوق!!
+و لما يبقى مجلس الامن منعقد و لبنان يضرب جنوبها فى نفس الوقت..دى تبقى قلة ذوق و قلة ادب و انعدام انسانيه اصلا!!
+ و لما حد يصف سيارته لزق بسيارتك و ما يتركلك مجال تفتح الباب..دى قلة ذوق!!
+و لما حد يسيب كومنت زى وشه..قصده بيها يضايق صاحب المدونه..مش دى قلة ذوق!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
She met him 35 years ago..
She was egyptian and he was a lebanese gentelman..they met in beirut and married within two weeks..their love and understanding was so overwhelming that her brother in law who escorted her and her sister agreed to their marriage..
They lived and had three wonderful children..they went through wars and very difficult time together..she never thought of leaving him and returning to the luxioury of her family..
But like everything in life..that had to end..he was dressed up..he looked very handsome and was ready to go to the jom3a prayers..when she told him how great he looked..and that he should've been the owner of his company..he smiled at her and kissed her hand and said: who said life is fair??!!just pray that allah is pleased with us.
He dropped dead after a couple of hours..ra7mat allah 3aleeh..
But...yes there's always a but!!
He was someone with a really good heart..you know that kind of people who can never be mean even if he tried to??he had a continous smile..did good to everyone..he was the greatest father..husband..son..neighbor..friend..a7saboh 3ala khair w la ozakeeh 3ala allah.
Everyone who ever knew him missed him..everyone from his neighborhood stood on one leg to serve his family..
And something really extra ordinary happened in beirut..Both she3a and sunnah grieved for him..
He was a sunni..but everyone loved him..sunnah and she3a went to his burier with his boys..both made what they thought is 3aza2..both of them would make huge amounts of food and give it away mercy on his soul..both shyoukh read quran for him..ask around and you'll know how strange that is to happen inside beirut..
like new lives unite..death also melts all the barb wires between us..it is not what makes us fight and curse each other anymmore..it is the human in us who speaks!!
Now..i know i am a sunnah..no one is more proud than me..i believe in every singel 7adeeth and nothing but sunnah is islam to me..but....who ever says la ilah ela allah ,mo7amad rasool allah is muslim to me..
Anyone can have misconceptions or sins..and allah will be the judge of that..not us!!
OUR role is to try as hard as possible to maintain true islam in our lives and work for that..but it's not our role to judge..
In times when islam is beaten by israel we must all stand with islam..with who ever defends our kids ..all lebanese kids..
We musn't be another demolition force..we mustn't judge shee3a now..if they believe something wrong ,allah will ask them..and sunnah ,who let go with three quarters of true sunnah ,allah will ask them too..
We musn't bid for the beast to concore..we must know that together we stand devided we fall...
It is who have the good heart will survive..not here but there,,when allah counts our deeds..
Remember...ela man ata allah beqalb saleem!!
shee3y??sunny??ya albi la te7zan!!
MUSLIM!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
حاجه غريبه اوى..
ليه مش عارفه افرح اوى
ومش عارفه ازعل اوى..ليه الضحك بنخاف منه والبكى بنتعب منه..
الواحد لو اتبسط اوى يقلق لا يكون غلطان..ولو حصر نفسه بعيد يتخنق..
لا هو عارف يعيش و لا عايز يموت
كل حاجه حلوه ما بتكملش..بتمرر!!
والمطلوب اننا ما نسئلش..و نمرر!!
تعجبنا حاجات و ما نطولهاش..و نزعل من نفسنا و لا نصلحهاش..
مبنجين...منقادين..من مين؟؟ مننا...
آمالنا تخيب مع انها بسيطه و من حقنا..محكوم الواحد بدماغه الضيقه..
مع ان رحمة الله واسعه و حنينه...
المشكله فين بالظبط؟؟ لو مش فاهمه كنت قلت افهم!!
لو مش عارفه كنت جريت اعرف..لكن..
و لكن دى اصل كل حاجه!!
اصل السؤال و الاجابه
لكن عرفت فى يوم و شفت نهار..و نسيت طعم حلاوه الاختيار..
رافضين بس ماشيين متغميين..لا شايفين ادامنا و لا عايزين ورانا...
ياللا..ياللا نتخانق..او نقع من الضحك..او تغرق دقوننا بدموعنا..
لكن كله شويه شويه فى نفس الوقت...لا..ده شىء صعب..
Monday, August 07, 2006
I read the book...although the whole idea is not tempting... She is an actress so what is it that she has to say in a book???!!!!! That would be the normal thought…but the fact is...she is every one...in a way... I related to the idea...the book is called" burnt toast "...and unless you're a mom you won't know what that means... It means…mothers…ordinary mothers who find themselves having the burnt toast and giving the great golden ones to their kids... That is almost every mom...when we choose...we choose what's best for our kids...i know...one would ask...why not throw the burned ones away and share the good?! I honestly don't know. But I think it's an extra act of love. As if we're declaring full loyalty and the will to sacrifice... Some times having the burnt toast is fulfilling...satisfying...we like to give and over do it. In the book she talked about another serious matter…Child molestation… She was abused as a child...it was her uncle and that left her scared forever...damaged her soul as she always thought that it was her fault!! That same uncle after decades did the same thing to another girl and that made her kill herself...Teri...couragously turned him in...She testified against him and he was put in prison for life I guess that's what abusers do...they make one feel guilty...even though they are the ones who're guilty...they make them believe it's o.k..then put all the guilt on them to keep them around for the lom And those abusers are very smart...they are usually relatives or close friends to the family…they are usually the least one anyone can think that of!! But they are monsters...beasts...waiting around some hidden dark corner to ruin someone's life and corrupt some innocent soul…They should be so burned in hell and life...they are ruled by daemons and they lost their humanity long ago…psychiatrists said that they are mostly abused themselves as children…well…THEN they should've known better!!! But regarding anyone who has had this unfortunate incident in his life…I say this… It is not your fault…you shouldn't feel guilty. As bad as it hurts. You shall find healing in Allah's hands…he can mend that broken soul and sooth that troubled heart... Allah would accept anyone. Who ever did anything…we may not think that we are worth it. But Allah is the generous. He has the mercy that should wrap u up in light... Reach for Allah and you'll be guided...ask Allah to take the pain away...to take the memory away...and help others realize that taboo... WE should educate our kids rather than living as if there is nothing wrong in this world. We should talk to them with an open mind. We should expand this narrow heart of ours so it can contain them. And the world within it... We should continuously ask Allah to guard them and keep them safe... We should try to fear Allah, More and more and more and more…… Strangely TERI HATCHER...refered to the matter as a big flaw regarding treating herself...she thinks that we should not do that..But we should pamper ourselves as much as we do others...and I say…Regarding some matters..we can't choose but the kids
We can not give them but to the max...and treat myself nicely off their time??!!
ngest time.
Don't you even think that Arabs don't have this problem…NO WE DO.
Predators are everywhere and among everyone. It's just that no kid would ever speak up...
Monday, August 07, 2006
و حياة عيونك عندى لو جيت تترجى ودى ما تلاقى دموع..ما تلاقى دموع ما تلاقى رعشة يدى و حياة الحب اللى بكيته و حياة الشعر اللى حكيته اللى كذبته و عصيته و حياتك ما تلاقى دموع و حياة القمر ال كان بايت فى حضنى و تاه..اصبح شارد و الحلم اللى فى قلبى قايد و حياتك ما تلاقى دموع لو فاكره ضعف حاقول قوه و حاشيل سكينك من جوه قلبى المجروح طاب هو و حياتك ما تلاقى دموع No..this is not about yousuf shahine eskendrya leh movie...
This is about another one of those days..when you find extreme beauty in everything around you then all of a sudden..appears small silly things to bother you.
ASlan..aslan..i was going to spend a few days..clearing my mind and rearranging myself was a main purpos..so i went to the appartment that allah gave us in alex..i was supposed to take the key from the company..they have promised for a couple of weeks that it's finished and cleaned and i just have to take the key and bring my stuff..
How can i be this dumb and believe them???beats me!!
nothing was finished..yes the place is great and i loved it..but not suitable for living yet..so..i had to disappoint the kids who jumped up and down at the thought of having a sea near by all the time..
All the time shortened to half an hour before we headed back to cairo..
No on eseems to think highly of ones word!!
Why not say the simple truth..if they hadn't finish they'd say so...
If someone speaks frankly..what will happen?? absolutly nothing!!
I guess some find it easier to lie or manipulate other than to say the simple naked truth.
On the way back..the highway was dark but glowing with a full moon..it's beams added this arabic,desert ,serene mood on everything..
And with the company of the wind's sound i came up with a song..
I have no idea how or why or when...it just happened in my head..it's sad..unfortunatly...any way..the muse of the desert made that..it doesn't relate to me..but i have to share...u know me:):)
Sunday, August 06, 2006
ان تحكمنا مفاهيم معينه فى الحياه..هذا شىء مفهوم..
لكن ان تحكمنا القوى الخفيه فهذا هو العجب.
مشاهد:
احساسه بانه ناجح مالى الدنيا..الارض مش سايعاه..اصل الترقيه كبيره والمكتب الجديد تحفه..
يركب العربيه و يبص حواليه كانه بيقول للناس بصوا على..انا هه..ناجح و طاير من الفرحه..
و هوب.........
طرررراخ...العربيه الجديده..يا نهار ابيض..الفانوس طار
انا اصطبحت بوش مين انهارده؟؟!!
و طبعا ييجى على باله حد معين!!
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تعبانه قوى..بس فرحانه قوى قوى..البيبى جميل..ولد..زى ما جوزها كان عايز..
دلوقتى حماتها مش حتقدر تفتح بقها بولا كلمه..
الباب بيخبط....يا ترى مين..
مين سونيا..اهلا و سهلا..ازيك يا حبيبتى ..وحشتينى..عايزه البيبى؟؟ طيب ..بس سمى..هى هى هى
البيبى بيعيط..صريخه جايب للشارع اللى ورا..
آأأأه...بس ...حسدته..قل اعوذ برب الفلق...ما انا عارفاها..عينيها مدوره!!
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انا مش قادره افهم ...البنت زى القمر و ده عاشر عريس يتقدم لها..
اعمل ايه يا مدام فله..انتى برده جوزك بيشتغل مع الريس و اكيد حيعرف يتصرف!!
+ آه طبعا يا مدام شوربجى..انا على العموم حكلمه و اقول لك..
+ خلاص يا حبيبتى..اعتبرى الموضوع منتهى..انا كلمت محسن بيه..فكلم طلعت بيه..قام مكلم عباس باشا..و قال انه حيجيب جواب من الوزير عشان تاخدى بنوتك و تروحى للشيخ مشهور اللى فى العباسيه..
اصل كلهم اجمعوا ان معمول لها عمل!!
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يعنى لو قعدت اعدد امثله من هنا لبكره مش حاخلص!!
كل حد بيلاقى حاجه يفسر بيها اللى مش عايز يفهمه..
ان فى فى الحياه حاجه اسمها..ضر..حاجه مقدره تكون لنا ابتلاء و امتحان..
تكفر ذنوبنا و ترفع درجاتنا..
و مش عشان ذكر فى القرآن..ان فى سحر و حسد يبقى المقصود من ده ان الافكار دى تستحوذ علينا..لأ!!
المقصود هو التعريف بانواع الضر و مصادر الخطر كاسباب للابتلاء عشان نتعلم نعمل ايه للحفاظه..
يعنى الله اراد اننا نعرف ان فيه جن..لكن مش معنى كده ان ليهم اى دعوى بينا..هما مخلوقات غيرنا..
اذا احنا نبشنا وراهم حنروح فى ستين داهيه..لا مؤاخذه يعنى:)
و بعدين انا شايفه ان الانسان اللى على طول خايف من الحسد ده متكبر جدا..يعنى انت شايف نفسك حاجه جامده قوى و ما حصلتش؟؟
امتى حنتحمل نتائج تصرفاتنا من غير شماعات؟؟
امتى حيحصل حاجه منحبهاش و نقول:قدر الله و ما شاء فعل؟؟
امتى حنعرف ان من اعمالنا..سلط علينا؟؟
امتى حنفهم ان ما سلط على ابن آدم الا ما خافه ابن آدم؟؟
لما نكبر ان شاء الله!!
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Hello..
Well ..it hit me..on neverland's..
But it was Mais* who made me realize it..
Thinking about the way i am...
O.k..i've heard this more than once..infact ..a LOT!!
That i'm run by emotions ..that they control how i react..and let me tell you all about the theory i came up with:):)
When you read something or something happens to you..o.k..you think..doh!!
but it's what's buried inside your heart that has the final word..
If someone succeeds to make me angry then i'll get angry within the limits that are set in my heart..we call that Qualities..
If i'm happy i would allow myself to be happy to the max..who can stop me:):)
I can misunderstand or jump into conclusions..well..that's what rethinking and apologies are made for..
Some people are coooooool.. and some are on hot tin!!
and some are just like me..
Their mind are like sugar ,that is put on a very hot pan(emotions)..and both start to combine into that hot,sweet yet bitter compound..
I don't think i'm too dark a'caramel...just golden brown..
I'm not satisfied with that..trust me..and that's why i try to add that drop by drop amount of religion to cream things a bit..
and by religion i don't mean praying and fasting...but what i gain from those..mercy in the heart..kindness..honesty..those qualities..
And the more i add the cream..the yummy the caramel..
May be someday i'll be burnd-sugar free!!
I don't know..with all the flaws and mistakes..allah only knows..but at least i aim to..i want to..and i never found myself or real comfort except within the wonders of living the sunnah.
I wonder when will i be able to live it completely??
may be...drop by drop.
Everyone of us has his own unique formula..and it's so enriching to indulge eachother..the way we are..accept the differences and learn to enjoy the variable colors of the rainbow..cause somewhere inside we are all beautiful..
after all ..we are the creations of allah.
Friday, August 04, 2006
No other president was as loved or respected or looked up to. Prior to 1952 the year of the Egyptian revoloution... The power of the king who was drowned to his ears in partying and the power of the English colonization to Egyptians hated every ounce of that situation and along the years they united their lines into on big NO to the situation where the country was taken by some royalties or royalty's friends. Who divided the land among them and divided ranks too... The ordinary Egyptian man was either working for them or serving them...Egyptians didn't own anything in their country...yet suffered hell from these arrogant families. The officers in the army and military forces. Hated that as well and were able to collect them selves into a movement called. Free officers. Among these were gamal abd elnasser...All his colleagues praised how strong, smart, rebellious and devoted he was to his country and freedom... They made the revolution on 23 of May 1952...and We tasted dignity. And will power... Gamal abd elnasser was the second president after the revoloution...he was a true leader...his personality was dominating yet he was a kind man... He was attacked internally by lots of people because he was a communist. From Islamic parties to who were left from the kingdom era? To some of his own colleagues. He made historical utterly changes that affected Building the high dam…nationalizing And again let me tell you that among ordinary Egyptians he was loved dearly by every single one of them... He never thought of the Arabic situation as far from the Egyptian. He fought with alyaman... Unfortunately he was fighting too many battles on too many battle fields... Inside Externally. He fought After we were beaten in 1967 war. He was sad to the bone and declared full responsibility for the defeat that took place...the whole country was sad and frustrated... And things started to take a new turn. Where some of his colleagues started to be against him. Plotting and planning to set him aside... All historic witnesses said that he planed the October war ahead and the plan was almost finished before he died... Some say he died because someone poisoned him. And some say he died because of the famous deal on selling Any way. But until this day. Egyptians hold his name and pictures when they demonstrate to say NO. To the government... We love him. And see him as one of few decent Arab leaders ever known to history... Dedicated to OLA...
He was the first presidential leader
Guys. I may have missed some details. Because I wanted to write this straight from mymind. With no research...so...Forgive any shortness in perspective.
Friday, August 04, 2006
السلام عليكم.. كيف الحال يا شباب؟؟ ايه الاخبار؟؟ طيب ..ان شاء الله انهارده حاحاول ابدا موضوع بسيط التجويد ده!! انا زى ناس كتير كنت فاكره الموضوع صعب..خصوصا ان المدارس المصريه مش بتعلم عربى كويس.. لكن الحمد لله ربنا رزقنى سيده فاضله احسبها على خير..علمتنى شويه معقولين فقلت اشارك الخير ده مع حبايبى المدونين ممن يرغبJ عشان الحرف الممدود ده كنز!! فمثلا..آ..الممدوده..بالعلامه دى ~ فوقها..بتنطق باربع حركات..طيب ايه هى الحركه؟؟ هى مد نطق الحرف لمدة ثانيه..يعنى كلمة : السمآء..نتطق السمااااء..ويمكن ان تعد على الاصابع..بعد اربع ثوانى من النطق المتواصل للالف..و بيجى مد الالف ده لما يكون بعده همز..ء.. كما ان حروف ..الالف و الياء و الواو فى آخر كلمه من كل آيه و يكون موضعها الحرف ما قبل الاخير..تمد مقام حركتين..بنفس الطريقه السابقه.. مثال::بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم::" عمَ يتسآءلون " الالف الممدوده فى يتسآءلون..تمد باربع حركات..و الواو فى آخر الكلمه تمد حركتين..فتنطق كالتالى..يتسآآآآءلوون. الظريف جدا فى الموضوع ده..ان كل حركة مد بمقام تلاوة حرف من القرآن..يعنى الالف لو مدناها ناخد عليها حسنات مقام اربع حروف..يعنى الالف الممدوده باربعين حسنه..ايه رايكم؟؟ مش كنز؟؟
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اول حاجه احب ابدا بيها هى المد.
ليه باه؟؟
Thursday, August 03, 2006
I finally found someone... Who can be my son's hero for this day and age... I finally found some one to look up to...to reinforce my sense of power...my sense of strength...my sense of freedom and true humanity in Islam... Hasan...i found you some one...and his name is hasan too... Look at the character that pins you in place when he talks...look at the intelligence glowing from his eyes...see how organized his thoughts are..how he puts amazing sentences together. See that will power. I want you to have that…cherish your dignity and never sell your religion...sacrefice your life to defend your right to be free... Be the leader that all people deprive now... Have the faith that gives you the power to stand against the wild wind solidly... He has mercy...don't mistake that...he said... we are the owners of love, passion, tenderness and compassion... He said. But we are tough and won't be beaten. We won't be betrayed to loose our own identity... Ahh ya hasan...i'm glad I finally found someone to make you feel honored you're an Arab...to never make you wish you were one of them nor be their slave.. I found you someone...a leader in the time when there are no leaders...a Muslim...who never found his ideas far from Islam...who never related liberty far from religious dedication...who never needed to go left or right for answers. Cause he had them from Allah... I'm happy for you my son…you're gonna have some one...Who can't be bought Who won't retreat nor surrender... I want you to be a man…THE MAN, like hasan nasr Allah. I finally found someone that I can point at and tell him...i want you to be a man...just like this man...
The prophet will always be the role model and the guid to us my baby..but if you ever need someone of our era..then i found you one.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
I KNOW MOST PEOPLE WOULD DISAGREE WITH ME...BUT...MAYBE THAT'S WHY I'M WRITING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE,.I MISS SOME ACTION;) As most of you know...i was born into music!! My dad welcomed me to the world with a song...actually, I'm smiling know that I remember itJJ I inherited his musical genes along with some other things. I thought music,ate it and drank it...Absorbed every tune that I ever heard...blues...jazz...hip...se3edy...pop.old new...it didn't matter I could find amazing soul in each and every one. Being among the musical factory made it attach even more...i went through the whole process from the words till composing them and recording it...yet I was never able to see the trick in the whole thing. Coming up with the right tunes made me dizzy... it's beauty is always amazing...seeing song writers use words as threads of silk was astonishing. To see all this talent in one place...at studios I'd see instrument players that are so so good and highly respected... Yet music to me was always like drugs!!..i get all emotions and dreams from it..It's the interpreter of what I feel and I'm its reaction!! After my blessings of knowing how religion soothes ones soul and comfort the troubled heart. I started to feel funny about music. I started to feel something is wrong with me... I had no idea that it's 7aram or makrooh or anything..i never heard before that religion talked about music.. But one day I was in the car with my dad..and he wanted to know what I thought about a recent romantic song he composed..you can imagine ofcourse what kind of sound system he had in the car…the melody and lyrics penetrated every single cell in me…the words were so so sweet and romantic..he did an amazingly loving melody that made my eyes water…and it hit me!!! They are fooling people!!! Dad isn't that sensitive with love!! The writer which was a good friend of mine,has nothing to do with these words!! He's actually in and out of affairs all the time...i've seen how he talks about women..joy puppets!! What is that?? I thought…how can they sell us this illusion..do men really love this way?? Do they hear the breeze sighing when it passes through her hair?! Do they really love her smile and need no touch!! I was convinced then that they are selling illusion to people…people hungry for affection and aren't able to get it in reality so they dream of it with songs.. Men like it cause it moves them and expresses how they are moved..which is great for them because all the girls, who are fools by the way, would believe that men loves them like fadl shaker or think that she is the most beautiful in the universe like saber!! Music sometimes can be ..el7aga elasfara elly wa7ed momken yeshrabha lewa7da 3ashan yed7ak 3aleeha!! Just like old Arabic movies!! Funny but true.. It is like a consperecy...and song makers are actually making a great living plotting it... And let me tell you this...the music business doesn't stop at that! It affects and leads to more serious damage. It's when the lady singer appears half naked to sell her record. When it is used in night clubs for dancing and drinking…most artists do drugs. And I'm not exaggerating. Thank Allah that my dad is into sweets!! Seeing an artist stoned is common. If you're interested in music You'd know that most pop and rock stars get high before any concert...It becomes so normal that we won't find it rebelling in time...we loose the right scale.. And please reconsider when u listen to sting or seal or even Michael Bolton. No one loves this way..so, save the tears and heart ache.. Even drama songs that scratch And do you really need heshek beshek to celebrate?? It's just customs..social traditions..when infact all this music leads to that every one attending the wedding is looking for a mate..just like African tribes do!! May be some people take songs as entertainment and don't allow it to make much influence on them…I guess these are fortunate people..really lucky… Cause until this day I find it very difficult to shut my ears when I happen to hear it not to mention what is stuck in my head till this day.addictive it is!!. Actually now I think of it as part of whom I was...but part of what messes me up... I try to stick to what's in my memory for some fun... "Killing me softly with his song!!" And the moment I hear strings...i feel that they are played on my heart. And that hurts...weakens...makes you long for something doesn't exist...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
I thought i'd share some..shwayet shine!!
+ Thank allah ..my sister had her second boy today..his name is 7amza:)
i love him already..i guess i have this sense of kids..i love all kids but some times it's strange..when i love a kid i never held..or seen closely..i guess that is true love..doesn't need any reasons or logic ways..
Back to 7amza..i hope i can be a great aunt:)
+ Thank allah..my lebanese aunt agreed finally to go to the egyptian embassy to ask them to make her return home..or at least what will become her home !!
Home is a strange concept..it depends on where are your loved ones more than the land..i wish i can make her feel at home as much as possible..she's coming tomorrow in sha2 allah..
+ Thank allah ,then ramroom:):) i took care of some of the stress!! brought the punching bag and PUNCH PUNCH KICK!!
you know kick boxing..now now.. i don't mean to scare you:):)
I've always loved sports..even studied nutrition and fitness..but that highly interfered with CHOCLATE ,so..i never took a career out of it..
I'm convinced that el3a2l elsaleem fel gesm elsalim..
TIP:: girls..aerobics isn't enough..some weight training would do wonders..along with punching you'll be in a great mood..use anything fun..just shake it.
+ Thank allah for his gift..alzekr is a great tool..sob7an allah how it can change the heart..in the morning and evening azkar..
لا اله الا انت سبحانك انى كنت من الظالمين
من قالها ثلاث مرات صباحا و مساء و دعا بها..الله سبحانه يستجيب له
حسبى الله لا اله الا هو عليه توكلت و هو رب العرش العظيم
سبع مرات..تكفى هم الدنيا و الاخره
كنز يا جماعه كنز
+ and finally..one of my favourites..sala7 jaheen:):)
i just love his work..i feel it and it's down to earth..egyptian to the core!!
i taste the nile in his words and always imagine him saying his work on the river side..why?? i have no idea!!
Along this darkness ..we need shwayet shine!!
and thank allah i've had some today..
/how gentel allah is..praise him the merciful.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
I guess it's a creature within the creatures that we are... In it we survive and by it we're alive.. It loves and we're sensing and revived again.. It fears from the unknown..the powerful..it fears from hurt!! It hurts and aches so we can run for cover and ask for help. It understands..who said we understand by brains??!! No we don't..we comprehend by the heart and analyse by the brain…asl el fahm da mesh 3ayez zaka2!! You can find an uneducated badawe understands Allah and life more than a scientist in NASA...because Allah is greater and more merciful than we could ever imagine...he made humans believe his existence and power by their hearts...so he can be in everyone's heart without interference... Hearts are amazing. It could love deeply in war time. Think of soldiers. facing death every second but still they even love more than anybody else. They love their religion and fight for it. their land. their families and their wives Hearts can't stop pounding with love. With life. No matter what... We can't control it how ever we try. We just can't. It leads its own path. We can be hard and controlling on the actions but not the master...not the heart. They say: That civilization started when man postponed or regulated his needs. That's what brains are for. Along our life journey to complete faith...we intersect with what hearts dictates...sometimes fight...it is when we awake to the fact that we are holding the matter...our heart is the master...but we are regulating it's beat… And our prophet said (PBUH): "Who loves for Allah, dislike for Allah, give for Allah and takes for Allah? Completes his faith" We should love for Allah. At least try to...expose ourselves to what Allah loves and try to love it...life will taste differently...living and existing will have a different meaning. We shouldn't worry about the master. Cause he will rule. But we will rule too.
That is one amazing organ we have buried inside our chests...
It's a globe within the bigger globe. It holds everything we are...everything we'll be
Every human sign that there's a living individual here. when it beats it gives you another moment of life..another water drop to satisfy your thirst..another breath to guarantee a moment of future.
And some heart ache may jumpstart our own being.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Now..i want to renew my vows..i want to say why i want to reamain.." THE CALLER" not anything else.. DOES THAT MEAN I AM AN ANGEL?? My call is not for muslims only,nor for other than that..my call is for every one to be true muslims..wether they are muslims or not.. It is when we forget the goal we loose our way..if i leave allah's love and security and purity for any other creature's giving..i would only get humiliation.. ""من ارضى الله بسخط الناس رضى الله عليه و ارضى عليه الناس و من ارضى الناس بسخط الله سخط الله عليه و اسخط عليه الناس"" "من ابتغى العزه فى غير دين الله اذله الله" الله هو العزيز ذو الرحمه..الواحد لو عرف الله حق معرفه لما سال انسان ملح الطعام.. سامحونى للتطويل
May allah bless every singel one who ever visited my blog or commented or supported or gave me the honor of becoming my friend.
I envy myself that i'm blessed with friends like you..a place at jeeran..this wonderful, cosey,warm community.
I am back because of allah's blessings to me and because of ur generous and loyal friendship..
Non of you had to care or had to say one word of what has been said for the last couple of days..it is allah's mercy to me in the hardest time.
The caller to me means..some one calling for what they think will save all souls..what will minimize all worldly damage.
calling for allah because i believe it's the most worthy thing that any human could do in his life..
waaaaaaaaaaay no..nor a saint..nor a sheikha monazaha..nor a faqiha..nor anything that would make me other than any second human being passing in the street..
All the previous posts announced that..all my backstages declared that..from day one i wanted to make sure that i'm not some one who thinks he's good so he calls others to his high tower..no..may be i'm the worst but calling for what i hope for.
i revealed a lot about myself because i wanted this to be clear..i wanted to have a family here as i have home..friends like my calling friends..poeple who care enough to share and affect eachother..
who care so much for each other that we no longer think individually..but together..we want to make it together..think out loud..purify..may be sin and learn from it how to be more pure..how to think staright..how to mend what's inside..and love each other.
islam to me is the spirit that turns humans on earth to humans in paradise..and there is no one on this earth that i don't wish that for..BUT..i'm doing this originally for me..so i could earn that..be that..transform into that.no one can be better alone..no one.
And when allah loves someone he doesn't let him find that some where else..he might keep strengthening the hurt to make him wake up..
allah loves us..and with testing us he wants us closer.bottom line..new strat..and may allah guide us.
النبى صلى الله عليه و سلم قال فى معنى الحديث:
سيدنا عمر رضى الله عنه قال:
ربنا عزيز و يغار ان ينشغل العبد بغيره و ان يعصيه و هو رازقه و كافيه.
و مهما عرفت و اتعلمت مش هتعلم الا لما ابتلى و ساعتها اعرف ازاى اقوم تانى و احمى نفسى من اعدائى..
الشيطان يعدكم الفقر
و اللى حيتبع هوى النفس لن ينجو...ربنا خلق الانسان ارقى المخلوقات..عشان روحه..الروح التى هى من امر ربى..ازاى احنا نهينها و نستهين بيها؟؟
و الدنيا لعب و لهو..مش لازم الواحد يبقى عنده كل حاجه..مش لازم..اللى لازم هو انه يصبر شويه عشان ينال الجنه..اللى لازم ان يبقى قادر يقول لأ..لما يحس ان شهواته حتذله..
الكيس من دان نفسه و عمل لما بعد الموت
و مهما الواحد نسى او بعد او زل ربنا رحييييييم ما فى رحيم غيره..و توقع الرحمه و المحبه وانتظارها من الناس زياده فى البعد و تطويل للعذاب..
الله يغفر لنا و لو بلغت ذنوبنا عنان السماء و لا يبالى لانه الكريم.. الكرييم
و من كرمه ان الانسان يعمل حتى ينال الدرجه من حب الله و منزله فى الجنه لكن عشان رحمة ربنا تسع كل شىء..حندخل الجنه برحمته مش باعمالنا..
لكن من يستحق رحمة الله؟؟
بس،اللى فى قلبه رحمه!!
هى دى النعمه اللى مش ممكن حد يقدر يديها لحد..
انما الرحمان الرحيم هو الله
المشكله بتحصل لما الواحد يلتزم تماما و بعدين يرتاح على وضعه و ينسى ان حتى سيدنا ابو بكر رضى الله عنه قال فى معنى حديثه: لو كانت قدمه فى الجنه و الاخرى خارجها لما امن مكر الله.
و الحمد لله على كل حالنقطة و من اول السطر
حابدا تانى و كانى ببدا من الاول مشوار دعوة الخير لى و للناس كلها
و ان شاء الله بعد سنين لو لى عمر..افتكر الايام دى و احمد الله على كل حال والله المستعان
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