The underground people are just like those people ..with special set of rules

different air..different faces,hands and redish eyes..

All the weiredness of how humans mis lead whole communities into thier womb..

When everything you ever read in books start to sound childish and vague..

It's where reality have another meaning..sweet and sour yet fatal.

most of night wombs..not clubs..no..have the same design..you walk from the door to find a totally different world..you must walk way in on long narrow lanes or go down lots of stairs to reach the big gate of the other side of midnight..you open the curtains on the wildest play..when humans are in thier lowest stage of humiliating them selves..what you see in movies or abroad is not the case..

Ironicly,and because of the twisted minds..night clubs in hotels are looked on differently and they are set and thought to be a prestigious thing..infact they are worse cause they spend trible the money and the rooms are too near to have second thoughts..

getting drunk is a fact that no one think about..going to the bathroom is a communicating skill,when it's easy to exchange phone calls..arranging most of the business deals among the thiefs who steal from the poor..and with the pressence of the double agents who are always the dancer..

don't you dare be poor and cheap and not make the longest necklace made of cash to decorate the bare chest of the belly dancer..

every one is walking around doing absolotly corrupted,low,indecent jobs with the most serious looks on thier faces..disasters happen if the drummer skiped a note..thunder and lightning shake the stage..aint working a worship.?!.

the biggest surprise when you see your bully friend's father sitting and doing horribles and then acts as if he was nice and ask the ten year old who came over by mistake to shut up and don't mention the lady in red that sat on his lap..

that is the other side of midnight..when thier day begin..like bats or vampires..they would disappear by sunrise..

they have no idea about the other side of mid night ..when kind,pure people stand on thier feet for hours not to serve booz or dance..but to talk to allah ..using his own words..

people who spread thier forheads to allah and try to get closer and closer to him..people who are simple yet great..powerless cause they surrendered to the almighty's power..

people who didn't loose control on themselves..thier senses are still functioning..thier bodies are holy..can't afford the shrimp besides the wine..

but still walk with thier heads held high... 

And when that happens i get astonished as if i was seeing something for the first time,and as if i did something bad that i regret.

While regret is a painful process i keep reminding my self that it's better to experience and come out with something than not to experience at all..but still i wishe i was never exposed., i wish i was never there..although i don't like remembering the whole phase, i can't help but feel like trying to unveil the truth around this..claimed to be..glamourous life..

at least with the so little i can reveal!!

 

VEGAS!!

everything went smooth on the u.s trip..although the veil irritated some people..yet it was less than she thought it would be...her veil and her brother's little beared stood out and oneday their friends opened the discussion..

michele said: we look at this beared as the unclean look..cause in order to be presntable you must have what we call as the clean look..shaved,combed and dressed nicely..

strangely she answered instead of her brother: i noticed that boys in the u.s like beckham's hair cut and no one is hipp without ronaldo's t-shirt(at the time.)...

he said:yes...

she said:they look up to football players and imitate them..and we look up to our prophet and we imitate him..and i won't question who is more worth looking up to cause i don't need to!!

and he never said another word!!

as i said that was the thing ..just o.k..till those friends decided to take their guests in atrip of the life time or so they called it..to VEGAS...

The unbelievable hotel dazzeled them and some buisnessmen and artists were waiting for them to celebrate their fathers arrival..and the presence of kevin costner among them  made an incredeble fuss..wows weews..whoos..every kind of human sound..no one was left unamzed..the dinner went on smoothly and the brother and sister were hypnotized by the whole thing ,still didn't forget them selves...

after a while the americsn friends thought they wanted to play...the kids saw that as a normal thing for americans to do ..but the pain started when the arabs went in as well so excited as if they were gonna ride the roller coaster not commite one of the biggest sins in islam.....

the girl wouldn't stay in the lobby..she felt chocked and tears kept falling on her cheecks like rivers..she couldn't bare the place that is so full of sin and except for her dad and brother the whole place was filled with sinners..sins..the whole city may have been disobaying allah..it felt like hell ..it felt like there was no way out..she didn't know what to do..she took the small book of allah from her purse and started reading quietly while leaning towards the wall of the parking..

tears where all over the pages..she kept thinking of allah's wisdom to leave all this wrong be..luckily after a little while her father and brother came with another car to drive back to L.A...

 

p.s.

to answer a very important question for some;)

i never saw ruby....

i was around way before those people..but i've known that my dad don't like dealing with them either.!!

 

FUN!!

Well, don't think for a second that devoted people don't have fun...

Infact ..they have the most fun ever..know why??

cause life is full of unsinful kinds of fun and if you realy concentrate on having 7alal fun..the fun will be multiplied..i believe that when you do something bad wrapped up in good..you don't enjoy yourself to the max..cause there's always something nagging in the back of ur mind..most people ignore cause they don't know what it is..it is your consionce saying...i don't feel good about this!!

know how??

if you ever experience spending the day on a private beach or swimming pool with no one there looking at you (if u r a girl)...or make you stare(if u r a boy)..you would enjoy the most amazing feeling of sun,sea,sky and playing with your family ..it would be great..

if you go to a restaurant and concentrate on not ordering forbidden foods or drinks..you will be having a great time....if you go to the park and ride things or get in a roller coaster ,you'll be having so much fun...if you even stay home with your family or friends or wife and play some silly game ,you'll be having fun....i could go on forever setting examples!!

come on let's enjoys allah's blessings and have 7alal fun:):):)

you can even have a few of these and have the yummy fun!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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