Winter Ice-cream is amazing.

Fresh, yummy and mood changing.

And by that I mean Quality Ice-Cream not that colored Ice they sometimes sell...I mean the creamy genuine stuff...the good deal.

My recommendation is to have two balls or three of different textures and flavours...enriching and reviving for the taste buds :)

 

It is as refreshing to have an unexpected discount :)

No matter how small it is, it is always uplifting to pay less when you've known you'll pay more.

Yeah, I was buying something expensive and as i handed the guy my card he recognized my father's name and expressed his deep condolences and how much he loved him...that alone is hugely touching for me and is like a huge pat on the shoulder...to hear good talk about dad...i have to admit, the discount was cool as well :)

 

I guess shopping is the ultimate cure for blues!

It's like getting my child a new toy that takes his mind of a sore throat for a while...shopping is this way...of course depending on the thing I bought...I mean, a new shade of lipstick is one thing but a new LCD is another ;)

 

Good movies are like running into a dear old friend...they last forever. it was so nice watching "The Fugitive" again with my son...the movie is good even after years now...but the most refreshing thing about it is that i realized that my boy is big enough to share a movie with :)

(it was a break of the -no non kids movies - rule)

 

It goes without saying that I'm SO into music that my head dances to the sound of it...so, shows like star academy to me isn't about the concept of the show or how lame people categorize it to be...It is monitoring the vocal skills and artistic aspects of the candidates and this year i am not IMPRESSED by anyone yet...no one shows genius...some people are really good...Michele 2azzi has a good voice, Lara the Egyptian girl is so talented and sweet and basma has a flawless voice to the extent that she is not capable of pitching even if she tries to...I like watching the young talents and I like picturing myself in their shoes :)

but really, watching them live 24/24 is nicely distracting...if you wanna take your mind off of things.

 

I guess that the most refreshing and attractive thing on earth is getting to meet nice, interesting people...who talk and think your style.

I believe that sort of rhythm is the most important in life...being blessed with such friends add to the whole picture light and warmer colours...it would be more of a bliss to meet a soul mate of the sort...an attractive real life clone of Jeffrey Dean perhaps!!!

The guy is a total hunk :D

 

  

 

 

Last time i blogged i was waiting for the Board meeting to end and know what did they have to say about my demands.

Well, the meeting ended alright...I was called for a discussion and the Chairman had a stroke in the middle of it. won't describe the panic much...the rush to the ER nor how i almost died from shock. It passed and I headed for the office the day after (Monday) and knew that they will make proper arrangements for me to get what i wanted yet financially they cut all the staff's awards to half.

It was OK yet for a strange unknown reason i couldn't stop crying all morning...through work and all...i had chest pains and severe headache to the extent that i couldn't see properly.

I was excused and on my way home it got worse...i couldn't drive and luckily a colleague was on the phone with me when i had this seizure.

To make a long story short...I was rushed - too- to the ER and had all exams run on me...and since, i have been visiting my doctor and having blood tests and stuff...

Whatever it was...al7amdlelah i am OK now...my kids are fine.. I'm asked to take it easy.

Couple of very bad news about people i love added to the situation more gloom.

Deep in my mind...my thoughts and feelings aren't fine.

I really don't know how have i fallen this sharp suddenly after a great time of focus, health

and control...i was actually in peace for a while.

It will pass.

Inshallah

I spoke in action and now they get to speak in signatures.

All I'm doing is running scenarios in my head.

If they say yes, I would feel amazingly recognized and appreciated.

If they said no??! If they compromised???!!!

I found the answer after getting mad for just thinking the option...I thought, If they didn't give me what i deserve, would i quit like i did one year ago at exactly the same time and after exactly the same meeting???

Regardless of the fact that after i quit last year they hovered around me demanding my return...and then they had to recognize my achievements around the company.

Would I repeat that and let myself go all proud and mad and leave??

Well, no...I won't...not until i find a better job at a better place with a better attitude.

I won't get mad instantly but i will search for a bigger position and then I will leave.

Is that growing more responsible ( i won't get mad and leave a job that supports my kids) or am i growing weaker??!!!

Big question and only time will answer that.

 

Scenarios are a waste of time and effort if they were over thought. that's why I'm wrapping it up now and will wait till the meeting room door opens and everything is clear.

 

Good Luck Roosh, you've done great :)

 

 

** There has been some talk about faith, religions and freedom. All I know is, I can't breath without caring ...without hoping for his care. Allah

 

 

** My shadow since i was a little child...or is it me!!

 

 

 

** When love, hope and fear combine with my soul...those kids are the only reason i make any effort to do anything eachday.

 

 

** Painful deep love...vague intangible love...hopeless love. and this will always be the case for me.

 

 

** The world is how i see it...and how it reflects in my eyes. what others see is always different and i like that.

 

 

 

** When i discover new dimensions in my voice i feel i am in harmony with this universe. I speak nature's language and it accepts me...as pitchy/ deep as i could be.

 

 

** Enjoyment...luscious enjoyment.

 

 

 

** The one that was once there...can always be there...in my head.

 

 

** A scent of a memory that spells my name all over time.

 

 

** Passion in letters...shared passion in letters. and pieces of secrets.

 

 

** It's in my blood. It's unity and peace to me.  

 

 

 

** I wish to live there for ever. same room, same view and same air.

 

 

** How rare, unique and proud...how deep and passionate...how it unveils from its core with time...yet lacks time.

 

 

** My mom fed me those with food... filled my head...and for the first time I admit it, it wasn't age that caused lack of memory and loss of collective knowledge. It was electric shocks.

 

 

** This country is compatible with me. I'm changing destination from Italy to Ireland as my reward.