Last time i blogged i was waiting for the Board meeting to end and know what did they have to say about my demands.

Well, the meeting ended alright...I was called for a discussion and the Chairman had a stroke in the middle of it. won't describe the panic much...the rush to the ER nor how i almost died from shock. It passed and I headed for the office the day after (Monday) and knew that they will make proper arrangements for me to get what i wanted yet financially they cut all the staff's awards to half.

It was OK yet for a strange unknown reason i couldn't stop crying all morning...through work and all...i had chest pains and severe headache to the extent that i couldn't see properly.

I was excused and on my way home it got worse...i couldn't drive and luckily a colleague was on the phone with me when i had this seizure.

To make a long story short...I was rushed - too- to the ER and had all exams run on me...and since, i have been visiting my doctor and having blood tests and stuff...

Whatever it was...al7amdlelah i am OK now...my kids are fine.. I'm asked to take it easy.

Couple of very bad news about people i love added to the situation more gloom.

Deep in my mind...my thoughts and feelings aren't fine.

I really don't know how have i fallen this sharp suddenly after a great time of focus, health

and control...i was actually in peace for a while.

It will pass.

Inshallah